Sunday, October 30, 2011

Burr dash cold

When i thought of it i knew i wouldn't be able to describe what i felt right then
I knew i wasn't going to be able to find the words
adequate to say how much of what i realized i did.
I cannot believe it though,
how powerful winter really is.

Sunday, October 23, 2011

OLLS, and his balls

That there is me,
and this here is Oli.

Oli's a kid.
He goes to school,
and sews.
We still don't know why the hell he swims,
or how the hell he's so funny.
He's also really smart,
and has a lot of things to say that he can't fit into his usual "rape" vocabulary

Oh, and also we look exactly the same.
Even though my hair's gone, we still share body parts and thing thoughts

This is Olls balls,
I thought he was stealing all my friends.
Somewhere in the middle of him screaming "rape," probably,
I realized he was one of my best friends.
He's really one of the greatest i've ever had.
He's one of the most genuine people i've ever encountered,
and he will be for a very long time to come.

After high school we'll most likely go on missions, then maybe end up in different parts of the nation.
But don't doubt, we'll fly to Sandals periodically and wind up spooning in a hammock with two glasses and some bubbly - minus pants.
We won't loose contact, because neither of us would ever want that.
I won't forget this kid, eva, because well, i'd blow up, probably.
One day we'll be married,

to each other,

and that will be just swell.

Happy birthday, bay watch
I love you forevssssssnutz


Saturday, October 22, 2011

Hell- where you hate

Taken at different times,
in different settings.
My nose was probably congested,
but it's cool,
because it's not like i'm left
i'm not left, especially in hell
cause i got kids
and yeah,
my kids are here.

"Do you want to leave"?
"To where"?
"I want to leave"
"I want to go,
to Chinese New Year"

Wednesday, October 19, 2011


Night's dark, sure
but the moon's not.
Course not.

Maybe the night's dark on the travel train with Bayley,
maybe the night's dark in the restaurant with Hayley

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

yum, histree

A kid
a kid
a kid
a kid like this, could,
do this.
So thanks; i like it, and i think you think i think you think you like it too
Even with hair like this, and marks like those, you do,
and i do too.

Sunday, October 16, 2011

I have yet to find out what my flowers turn into

I've known this girl since third grade
she's really really one of the prettiest around
She teaches me things, and i teach her other things
we talk about things and such
on a bad day we disagree for two to three minutes
I don't know when it happened, but we've really become the best of friends
I'd tell her anything, and likewise
she's brilliant, and will change the world
I've known this girl since third grade
she's really really one of the prettiest around
I don't know when it happened, but we've really become the best of friends

Friday, October 14, 2011

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Blackberries - wild shit

There's things
and berries that are good
and kids that are fun
and the pretty places
art class,

And kisses, for sometimes
but mostly
just ships, that are friendly
and berries, that are good.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011


I like my house
So does Eva
Eva likes her house
because it's her house
I like my house
I'd cry, if i was asked to
because i love my house.

Eva represents her house,
Eva is her house.
I like my house,
so does Eva.

Monday, October 10, 2011

Physiology - study of function

I need to get up and start movin'
a movin' and a groovin'
I should get the hell outta here
cause my arms are ready to explode.

That man just fell backwards into the flower beds.

We talk and we talk and we talk and we talk talk talk talk talk talk
It's talked in houses
In crop circles
In vehicles
In sun
It's talked quite almost about everywhere.
And we still love it, we do. Or more so, who it's with, maybe.

Been gettin' the one liners have I? Yes
I think they're specific to the situation, thanks.

What we want to maybe someday think about becoming sometime together is what we think about doing yesterday that we can still do today probably.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

A new kid hooray

*I cried for hours when we got new linoleum -
I liked the little blue houses in each square
*I sobbed for three days into Lindsey's shoulder before she moved -
I now get similar emotions thinking about it
*I laid on my bed and cried for hours on end -
I had just gotten my first B

-I'm a sensitive kid when it comes to change, It's hard on me

Jared said, "You're obviously very confident in front of your family, but when it comes to new situations, I feel that you lack confidence."
He's right, and that's so interesting to me. Sometimes I say, "It'll work out, I'm sure we'll figure it out."
And other times I say, "I'm so very very scared."
It's interesting;
I've been working on it.

But tonight; I chopped off all of my hair.
Hair that was as much a part of me as anything else.
And i'm so very glad that I did.

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

My friends are home

My friends are home just like my sisters come and go
I'm pleased with our laughs, more than anything
I care about them, while wondering if reciprocation is in progress
and stuff
I also really am in love with them
They're cool.
My friends, they're cool.

There isn't a girl here that would make me give them up,
relations and not so related relations
Cause if there was, I'd say
screw you

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Posts, hosts.

If I were writing just for myself, I wouldn't write here right here
Maybe those nots, are what I'm hoping to channel - like the tv shit.
Literature for one, is for the heart, but not for a one heart,
for the all heart.
You'll maybe like it,
and just the same you could become a book burner.
Similarly, you could like it, and not become a book burner
you could just like it.
Like a kid

At first, I wrote "I feel like i hate what i wrote, just now.
Because again, why the hell did i write it."

Those feelings are still there, as is guilt
But if something is written,
it is
and that's because it was - i don't know, and that's just -
I realize now, that i like it.
I can now, like anything.